During the holiday, I did quite a few things which annoyed them both and now we’re no longer friends. I went on a holiday with aforementioned friends not too long after the breakup. This is a problem of mine I still struggle with, and I fear I’ll never really be able to control my emotions before they get the better of me - hence leading me to lose more people I love.Ģ. I’m not sure why I wanted to hurt the people who were trying their best to help me maybe it’s because I wanted them to be able to understand how overwhelming my emotions felt, and I got defensive when they didn’t understand. I lashed out, I made spiteful and hurtful remarks when my friends offered me advice I didn’t like hearing, and I often asked the same repeated questions for reassurance. At that time, I was a turbulent person who acted on my emotions, so you can imagine how irrational and difficult I was to the people around me. I had just gone through a breakup after a yearlong relationship, so it was a vulnerable period for me. The whole thing can be summarized in two parts:ġ. This all started a year ago when I had a falling out with two of my friends. Even after all your advice on “embracing your flaws” and “letting your freak flag fly,” I still feel like I’m defective as a human being and because of that, I’m uptight about everything I do and say.
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